Average Indian Boy

Things we can't achieve:- There are many things on this planet earth we can't achieve. Only 1 person is reading this and 2 other possible readers. So, happy new year. I know have hurt you a lot this year but believe me, It is not my fault. Some events took place and I lost my control. You also know by now, I am not perfect and sincerely apologise.  To people who are wondering why I deleted my previous blog because the person who it was based on was identified. I know your friends have betrayed you over the years; I might've been one of them, but I hope my heartfelt apology is enough. I also broke a friendship I've been wanting to break forever and it feels great. Now my message for my love, sadly I had to encode this to filter out the dimwits. Only my worthy 1 friend can decode this and I hope the one I want this to be decoded by can be decoded. I think she is smart like me and has tremendous potential, but is trapped by people who don't let her transcend her scenic...

 Missing something from the heart after it's stolen:-  We all have the times when something we dear is stolen. The fun thing, if the object is materialistic the worth is only doubled to us after it's stolen. When we see our cycle daily, No one cares. But when it's not there it's enough to shatter our hearts, Isn't it? My cycle was recently stolen. There is nothing more I can do about it now. I wished, to find the thief and slit his throat if I ever got the chance. The story goes like this:- My family and I have just returned from our trip(check out the previous blog). The day after that was my pre-board. So, I studied the whole day and went to school the next. After I came back, My family inquired whether I had given my cycle to my friends. I nonchalantly said, "No, I hadn't". They said that then where was my cycle it wasn't where it should be. That when it struck me my cycle had been stolen. I ran out to see; It wasn't where it was supposed to...

 Going to Haridwar:- Tomorrow is Kartik Purnima, and people traditionally bathe in the holy Ganges. I count myself to be part of the youth, which is more synergetic with religion. I have heard very many things about religion and all the other stuff; I find that religion is more a way of life than belief. I will leave for tomorrow in a chair car early in the morning. The day will start when I reunite with my maternal grandparents. Hopefully, then we proceed for a holy dip in the river. According to our belief system--Bathing in the river Ganga purifies our body of all the potential sins we have committed.  The part that excites me more than river bathing is, visiting the temples, and experiencing the culture. The major temple to cover on my list is Bharat Mata temple. This temple portrays motherland of the India, as a personified and glorified figure to be prayed to.

 Kleptomaniacs differentiating from thief:- As a school child, I have to face such troubles when my pencil, sharpener, and eraser are missing. I often see this as a fault on my side. But this is a Kleptomaniac in action. To be clear kleptomaniacs are not thieves that case has been pleaded pellucidly. To point out some key features:- Thieves steal for reasons like monetary benefits, Side hustle etc. Kleptomaniacs steal unknowingly(Perhaps steal is a defaming word here); like walking away with something from someone else's table in their hand. Thieves are egregiously shunned from being given the social status of a worthy individual. Whereas, Kleptomaniacs can be your friends too. Kleptomanicism is like a psychological itch.     In the comments, I would love it if anyone would give their response. This topic has been fascinating for me to write and think about. For some of you, who were wondering when I would write my next blog; This is it. The reason I couldn't write has be...

 Just Why ?

 After Exam Boredum and the Fake Fun:- After the exams, all we want to do is have fun. Sadly that's not so easy. Throughout our exam days, we dwell(Emotionally/Mentally Sustain) on the fact that one day our exams will be over, That day we should play as hard till the land cracks beneath us. But suddenly all of these statements become contradictory after the exams, We don't want to have that wild fun any more. In the dawn of social media, we constantly use it after exams. One wishes to play sports but their request is not always heard. Most of the time or for the most part Always with me-My exam schedule doesn't match the schedule of my friends. This leads to one enjoying without the other. I can still recall it as if it were yesterday I was in grade 6, and my friend's exams were over. They were enjoying the blissful cold. While I was stuck inside my room seeing them enjoy. My room directly faced the park, and I could see there every action. For those who read my blogs, ...

  The Struggles of a Wandering Mind:- Today started like any other, with the usual rush to get ready for school. But as I sat down to study, I found myself drifting off, staring at the textbook in front of me, but not really seeing it. It’s like my mind is constantly racing, jumping from one thought to another, never staying in one place long enough to fully grasp what I’m supposed to be learning. I know I’m good at studies—I’ve always been able to pick up concepts quickly and understand things faster than most. Lately, this issue, let's call it a wandering mind, has been causing more trouble than I’d like to admit. In class, it’s the same story. The teacher starts explaining a topic, and for a few minutes, I’m all in. But then, something happens—a noise outside, a random thought, or even just a word that reminds me of something else—and suddenly, I’m lost in my own head. By the time I snap back to reality, I’ve missed half the explanation and have to scramble to catch up. It’s fru...

 Shifting the Indian rented dilemma:- Most of the Indians live in rented homes. This is synonymous with constant shifting and moving to places. I just shifted a few days ago, which is partially why the blogs have had a stoppage in between. I belong to a well-to-do family but we still reside in a rented home. This can also be looked upon as a rant by most Indians. We as of now don't have our own house in Delhi; That doesn't really bother me. I had somewhat forgotten how big of a hassle shifting really is. Living in a rented home also has a stereotypical look by many people. The news is that after we shifted, Our previous landlord inquired with us-Apparently we have to go back to the house we moved from to this one after my exams. I can't understand how one conversation can lead to such a big decision, that's beyond me.  I don't really wish to shift, I love this house better than all my previous houses but my dog is having problems of sociality. Aside from the shiftin...

 Stereotypical knowledge:- Books are a sanctuary for those who struggle to decipher the complexities of real-life scenarios. Life, in all its unpredictable and multifaceted glory, often presents situations that can be overwhelming or obscure for many. In such instances, where the layers of meaning in real experiences are difficult to peel away, books offer a structured and comprehensible alternative. They distil the chaos of life into coherent narratives, providing clarity where reality can sometimes seem ambiguous or elusive. For those who find real-life interactions and situations challenging to navigate, books become a crucial medium for understanding the world. They break down intricate concepts and human emotions into digestible pieces, offering readers the chance to explore scenarios at their own pace. The linear nature of book s, with their beginning, middle, and end, contrasts sharply with the often disjointed and nonlinear nature of real life, allowing readers to gras...

The Steps Taking Me Closer to Destiny:- The small steps slowly but surely take you to your destiny. I wonder why My blog has taken such a moral twist out of the blue. The reason is that today was the day of the DELF A1 junior result declaration, I got 80/100 and I am really proud of myself. For people who have been living under a rock, DELF A1 junior is a French competency examination and the certification of B1 is required for French citizenship. This can be given by individuals residing in any country who wish to move to a French francophone country. I had been expecting a bad grade because my examinations had not gone as planned. I was in a state of utter shock when I found out my score which was more than good . This is the day for my celebration, My friends will be getting a treat and my parents will be giving me a treat.

 Patriotism and Kites:- Happy Independence Day to every one of my readers. Today, It's a national Holiday in India. This is the day we will meet all our busy friends after a long time. We spend quality time with each other with mockery, edgy jokes etc. This is also the day to fly a kite if you can. The sky is filled with colourful kites throughout the day. Kites paint the sky in their vibrant colours. Most kids don't know how to fly a kite but have one friend who is more than an expert. He swings the kite in the air while others control the reel, When it's almost 1km reeled in from the ground other kids get to control the kite for a while they tug the ropes and pull the wires and flabergasting experience. The presence of that one friend is crucial on any such date when kites are traditionally flown on Independence Day, Makar Sankranti.  Of Afcourse the day doesn't start with kites. It starts with hearing the speech by the PM of India and then attending the flag-hosting ...

  When the Monsoon comes a little too soon:- As an Indian, there is nothing unusual about the monsoon. India is currently going through climate change. The major impact is visible. When I sit in this room to write this blog, it's continuously raining heavily in Dwarka for about 2 hrs. As a child, I can argue that I adore rain, My immunity would say otherwise. For the previous 2yrs, Delhi was facing low rainfall. This year every record of rain is broken the water is logged on the streets every kid's dream has been true. Now in Delhi for the past few days, there have been regular showers for 2-3 hrs minimum. This is not much of a paradigm shift as if we got 7-8 years back Delhi was like this.  The problems with rain in Delhi are many, A Few of them are:- Horrendously Bad drainage system which leads to horrifying water clogging. Delhi's current waste system encompasses 3 times its intended load and no major change has been made till now. The Rainwater is drained out slowly and...

The Day I Realized the Weight of Expectations:- Yesterday, I had a deep realization about the expectations placed on me—by others and myself. It started like any other day, but something felt off. My parents and teachers often tell me about the importance of making the right choices now to ensure a bright future. It sounds simple, but the pressure can be overwhelming. Today, I missed school again because I overslept. That guilt that follows missing school is unmatched. It’s like a shadow that looms over everything I do for the rest of the day. I spent the morning in bed, trying to shake off the feeling of dread. I know that missing school might not seem like a big deal to many, but for someone like me, it feels like a step closer to failure. I finally got up and went through the motions—brushed my teeth, had breakfast, and pretended that everything was fine. But everything wasn’t fine. It’s one of those days where the weight of expectations presses down on you, making it hard to breath...

  The Tale of How Friends can bring you the verge Suicide:- We all have times when we hate our friends so much it makes us go crazy and wish to hurt them. This thing happens. This recently happened to me. I come from a well-to-do family in Delhi, Monetary problems have not been a problem since I remember. We had a period that somewhat ruined us--Now we are more than well to do. Monetary problems have not really been a concern of mine. Whenever I ask for money I get it. My friends have started to abuse this superpower of mine now. This makes me sad. It's not about the money it's about why they expect it from me. Yesterday My friends came to my home. They tipped over my piggy bank(My piggy Bank was full of money. It was almost worth 1,500 in cash). They took the liberty to take that money and enjoy a treat with it. It's not that the money they took made me go bankrupt, It just made me angry with rage because they treated themselves with my money without any permission. I give...

 The Day where there is a Medical Emergency at Night after which there is a smooth day and also includes a dive into Indian corruption in Police:- Today, I was finally ready to go to school and spend my day with peace but like always life had made other plans. Some medical emergency occurred at 2pm in the night which I sadly won’t be logging in this post. So, My night was ruined which in turn ruined my morning. I couldn’t wake up on time and as a result I missed school. That was not the sad part of the day because health is the prime objective . I was at home the whole time and it really helps put in perspective how less school time actually is .   I spent the day playing games on my iPad( I am not Gen Alpha ). After that banger of a day, After a long time of logging in sick I had to finally go to my tuitions. We all get a feeling when we visit our Tution on school friends after a long time, right ? As if we have forgoteen which personality type we use in front of them. As al...

 Day of Sick Indian remembering the time he   spent with his friends : Today, I had hoped to take on this day with a great and perplexing attitude. Sadly, life had made other plans, admit of the night I woke with my head bursting into flames. I rolled around the bed as if an armadillo. My family woke up and checked my body temp to find out I was having a fever or at least a heat stroke . I woke up and didn’t go to school today because of the ongoing excuse of being sick. I wasted the whole day in bed; visiting the doctor, watching TV and reading some biographies in Cornelius Vanderbilt. Turns out that wasting the day in bed is not such a good idea for the body and its deeds. I have a weaker immunity than most people I have met. So, getting sick in India is a metaphor for being weak as a whole. Most Indian boys like me have been trapped in the world of the internet where it’s made clear how we are to live. In modern times, the ideas of Sigma, Alpha and Beta have been take...

  Day of an Indian Student: Yesterday, I started reading a fascinating book that emphasised the importance of writing things, such as daily journals. This will be a place where I write a peak into my life and I hope this can be someday used to write a biography for me— when I become a respected and famed chef. Today, as always I went to school and it was boring as ever. One interesting thing that happened in school was career counselling—So, I was called down to the principal's chambers and I had to wait for a few minutes and there was my classmate there with me who I could say was my friend. First, she went in and almost came out after 30 minutes. I was already jittery with my nervousness. I went inside the principal's chamber hoping my luck. When I went in Principal Ma’am “ REQUESTED ” me to settle on an office chair that had wheels and was thickly padded, It was not the best chair I had ever sat on but definitely the best in a school scenario. Our principal, She casually ask...